Kiamat 2012

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dan ahirnya gw ada niatan isi" lagi nih blog..( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
sbnernya nih post buat Desember 21 tahun 2012..

sbnernya gw ga percaya ama prediksi siapalah itu yg bikin rumor, misalnya suku maya... kalendernya abiss di 2012 klo gasalah.. trus sukunya aja udah punah klo gasalah lagi.. seandainya itu suku pinter ramal masa depan pasti mreka masih aman ampe skarang blom punah , yg kocak juga gw pikir sblom tanggal 21 tipi banyak bahas tentang prediksi kiamat tuh tanggal 21 berdasarkan banyak sumber dan pemikiran orang" gakenal gw.. terus udah lewat tanggal 21 bahasnya bantahan kiamat tuh pasti bukan tanggal 21. kenapa ga sblom tanggal 21 aja (¬_¬)

nanggepin tentang prediksi kiamat 2012, gw sih jujur males klo bner" kiamat gw masih banyak dosa (udah tw gitu ampe skarang blom tobat) sama masih pengen mimpi.. tapi klo seandainya bner kiamat gw ada senengnya misal gw idup nambah dosa ,dendam ,benci ,liar , kurang ajar dan hal hal buruk lainya...(dan ampe skarang 2013 bner itu terjadi ) (；¬д¬)

tapi klo disuruh milih mending kemaren kiamat ato ga jawabanya : ENGGA
kesian ade gw baru umur 12 taon dapet kaka kaya gw, gw bisa bayangin gimana penderitaanya (>_<)
kesian emak gw pasti banyak dosa soalnya anaknya kaya iblis gini ahahaaha
kesian bapak gw juga
kesian juga temen" gw yg ketakutan nangis" dirumah ampe update stat fb
kesian juga om gw yg bner" sedih n ketakutan cuman diem"aja < KOCAK

yang jelas rencana gw.. ntar gw udah punya anak , atau generasi baru 2013 ke depanya... gw bakal bilang kita generasi 2012 ke belakang ngadepin bencana besar di 2012 dan kita orang terpilih bisa selamat dari kiamat itu yayy 〜(^∇^〜）

"Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none..."

quotes by Shakespeare

note : waktu tanggal 21 gw cuman tidur, ada rasa takut juga cuman lebih ke nyantai" ketawa" liat orang yg lebih takut mati, dari gw yang takut klo Tuhan ga maapin dosa gw XD

Décès

Someone think :

I have so many friends
I never feel lonely
My Parents love me so much
I should be satisfied that I am still alive
Same as other People
I know that

Before the Someone think:

I had a fight with my friends
The causes was she/he is mocking me
she/he is not disagreed with my opinion
I wanted to KILL her/him

After the Someone think :

Who I am?
Why was I ever born?
Why did God create me?
Why my Parents Are to strict with me And my friends
It is so annoying having strict Parents like that
It's better i live with my friends instead with them
Old people is totally useless

The fact that Occured after all thinks:

Blood come out their mouth, then their nose, last in their ear
Their Eyes Gazing at no where, Fear slowly ATE them
Their screams is so funny
Maybe it's too painful ,isn't it? Being Dead like that
Even they in pain like that, they still try to run
But, the door is closed, Interesting huh?
Now they Crying like a Devil
Tears on their cheek, become Red, like a Blood
Streaming like a fountain
Being Killed like that is Hurt
Friends, Family, Parents, its totally useless in the end right?
Yes.....              This is the better way.......
Even Painful like that, its better Klling then Killed

After the fact occured :

Now I have all I want
Loving by someone I love
Live in a Beautiful House
My love is someone that I know several years ago now live together with me
Wait, may be i know She/he several months, or weeks, or days , or minutes or seconds Ago?
No problem how long i know She/he that is the Real Love
I'm looking out the window, Beautiful scenery with so many Red Roses
So beautiful right?
I smell a scent like blood, its coming out my mouth
Blood is coming out from my Veins
I fell so lonely, i have all i want, but its torturing me

My Friends, Family, Parents being murdered !? By Who!?
Ah... it's YOU, You killed Them!
Now you killed yourself, you go to the kitchen, take some fork stab your own eyes
What are you doing? you just a murderer
And the victim is the FACT
Now close your eyes, feel the pain that the other felt

Differensia

Life every moment laugh everyday
It's good huh?
Living Life without burden
Wanna try ?
Make your life like a CHILD playground
Friendship is everything for You, Right?

I can't laugh for all of this LAUGHTER
people can't denied a laugh,even they try hard
expect this fool human, named MYSELF

You can Denied a FACT
But, You Can't make fact itself
Your life like a schoolchild's dream
Dream that like a paradise

never try to stop
you can stop laughter if u stop it
you can stop it, and become one with this fool human
Human that denied a FACT
FACT that this world is ROTTEN

Don't try to look to below
you just a leaves that shining cause the Sunshine
and this fool human just a rotten root that never look for the light
live this life in the darkness,alone

its good being this fool human
never show their knives, they only show their scar
not like you
knife in left hand, red roses in right hand
Friendship is everything for You, Right?
everything, everything that bad for the other

live like a rotten root that anchoring the plant that you live
leaf live with the other leaves
you'll never be alone like me
you have a friend, you have somebody to betray
God is always fair
you live like leaves that bathing in the sunshine
but your brain like an empty trashing can
i'm the fool human that grow below the earth
but i never stabing everyone cause of love

"Love is whatever you can still betray. Betrayal can only happen if you love."

Silence Over a Riot

now you're the moonlight, that make this night sky goes bright, 9 letter for evil is standing around with the 3 before they eye

Human

sky is so bright, it make me can't see through it
sky is also darker than hatred
moonlight that changed the sky
sky can't do anything if not daytime
sun is such a coward
hide behind the cloud,make the cloud cry so loud
you cant see the moonlight
you must create moonlight
there is no future

Despaired before death because they turn you not against I

SHOULD BE
now the earth
earth now get older
and no one can't be moonlight of truth
earth's shape is square
there are 4 corner n 4 edge
born,life,death
I,You,God
there are no such thing like the other 2
flesh bone and blood
now 2 words born to the earth
looking from above,hide behind the wind
wind's color is black,Why?
how cruel sky and the other
owl have a pair of wing, human dont have that
9 letter gift for human, can make them fly like an owl
fly through the sky in the night
its darker and more darker
go up n you should get lost
but if you take out your wing,you know the result
fall from that high,its hurt?

LIE
now going to hell
HELL why?
fall from above to bottom,that is the reason
hell? hot,hurt,annoying,noisy?
sweet,colorfull, smells good for such place named hell
you havent take your wing yet
confused, want going to earth again
but this place is awesome?
no one can see through it
nothing happen
like the beginning, in the vertically of pain
before the big earth n before the wide sky
fall of again and,come back in this place
the creator of us
abbandoned like the oblivion sun
this hell is like a purpose
because hell is in the bottom
bow to look for hell, the 4 edge/corner must be there
change to the other shape of goodness
hide to the bottom of the darkness
fear for the hell is nothing than fear for yourself

the earth never change, like number or the other character
4+9 MUST equal to 13
even god cant change it, because human only believe themself

B.I.G.S

Vertically

Can i breath with this air?
Undefinitely of human sin
Rush into their mind
Sink down to the bottom of morality
Everytime i breath, i feel it
Drowning cause of that Foolish(s)
One for all,all for one for all of the pain
None of Happiness would've shared
How they can be pleased all the time??
Until now i don't have the reason..
Maze of violation,that they made themself
All the time that they wasted
None of that can be said "humanity"
If there are such thing like angle or goodness
The evilness must be lurk in their heart
You, I, and the other two
I go with the evil, and you with the evil too
Swallowed by the evil, and there is none of us
Life with the circle of sorrow
Only make me think "the best way is die"
Void of humanity
Everytime human interacting each other,Evil will be born in they heart

"Evil is always possible. And goodness is eternally difficult."

quote by Anne Rice

15 februari 2012, "Michael RETURN"

sebenernya gw agak2 jijik liat judul nih post.. awkawkawk emang sengaja sih..
michael itu nama temen sekelas gw, dia udah gamasuk berhari2 gatau kenapa, ternyata tuh dia ada masalah..
karna udah berhari2 guru2 n temen skelas pun pada nanyain kenapa.. ahirnya waktu pelajaran MTK yg gurunya wali kelas gw, 2JAM pelajaran sengaja "Disisihkan" untuk berdiskusi membantu mekel...dan hasilnya gw ga ngerti kenapa dibuat tim penyelidik.. yg terdiri dari bbrapa orang.. gw agak2 lucu denger bakal dibuat tim gini...tim ini tuh tugasnya buat nyari mekel yg ilang entah kegunung kemana...dan siangnya pada mau nyari mekel..

siangnya..tim tersebut bertujuan mencari mekel.. dan gw harus ikut buat nemenin satu orang yg entah kenapa ngatain gw SOK PINTER melulu mungkin gara2 dia IRI awkawkawk... gw ber 2 sama 3orang lagi (meli,hogla,hendy/petong ) temen skelas gw. nyari mekel mulai dari kos kosan ampe tempat gaulnya.. n ga ketemu pulang tanpa dapet apa2...oiya sbelum brangkat gw nyaranin hogla ama meli buat gangguin Xion kerumahnya dan minta dya ikut.. tapi dia gamau gara2 lagi sibuk NONTON kali ya

ahirnya si mekel dihhubungin trus dan mau nemuin kita di rumah hendy, dan siangnya kita berangkat. yg berangkat , meli ama karla, rey ama hogla, dan gw sama..........wali kelas gw ..robet ama petong dah sampe duluan,
formasi itu dibentuk stelah gw berpikir keras dan terpaksa ikut..

sampe di rumah petong si mekel udah ada disitu.. dia diem2 aja kaya ga ngerti mau ngomong gmana..kita masuk biasa blum ngomong apa2..si karla langsung minta mekel masuk lagi n janji make jari kelingking gitu (Arti sahabat banget dech haha)... setelah makan mi ayam. ahirnya pembicaraan dimulai.. wali kelas gw mulai berbicara dengan kata2 emasnya.. dan gw udah ngantuk diem diem aja..si mekel jga diem diem aja.. kaya bingung, sedih, smua emosi berkumpul diotak ampe ga bisa nahan.. kegalauan menimpanya.. apa lagi trio macan dari timur (meli,karla hogla) ikutan ngomong dengan kata2 halus seorang wanita perkasa.
trus si REY YANG GANTENG,PINTER,KAYA,KUAT, TINGGI, SEMPURNA dah ngomong...gw lupa omonganya soalnya kocak sih satu kata diulang2 trus ngelawak trus bareng hogla..gw disuruh ngomong.. gw ga tau ngomong apa2 yoda asal ceplos aja..dan si mekel nyeritain masalah dia...suasana makin galau menurut gw.. apalagi gw ga bisa ngomong  yg bagus bagus...ahirnya mekel pun mau sekolah lagi #Horeeehh

waktunya pulang.. krna si REY YANG GANTENG,PINTER,KAYA,KUAT, TINGGI, SEMPURNA buru buru pengen main bola.. jdi gw ikut pulang walau ujan mayan deres..di jalan ujanya tambah gila aja... ahirnya neduh juga...di tempat neduh gw liat ada orang aneh di deket tempat neduh gw curiga ama tuh orang#lanjut dah... stelah neduh bntar jalan lagi walau masih ujan tapi udah reda.. sesampenya dirumah gw langsung onlen dan gw meyadari melakukan satu dosa hari ini ternyata mie ayam yg gw makan di traktir si karla , kawkawk kliatanya lebay ya.. sok sok an.. cman itu pesan dari mama gw "gaboleh ditraktir cewe, yg belom kerja" awkawkkaw ngakak sih mikirnya.. cman gw HARUS slalu ikutin ucapan mama gw krna suatu keadaan...

hari ini cape sih..n kalau menurut gw itu harusnya bakal jadi suasana yg sedih, untung ada rey n hogla yg saling mengejek satu sama lain jadi suasana dinginya jadi mencair dan menjadi suasana kekeluargaan yg galau (anjirrrr..)
ahirnya si mekel bilang mau sekolah lagi....(semangat oe kel!)

 Tribute to Our friend,Michael

February 14, Price of Love

tanggal 14 februari = hari kasih sayang / Valentine....
kalo di tempat gw tinggal sih biasanya klo valentine orang2 pada saling ngasih coklat satu sama lain.. kadang klo cowo ngasih hadiah laen ke cewe kaaya boneka ato smacamnya..biasanya klo valentine itu identik dengan cinta.. gw bakal berpendapat tentang itu disini...
klo kata wiki sih Love itu artinya :

"An strong emotion of strong affection and personal attachment,love is also a virtue representing all of human kindness and affection; and the UNSELFIHNESS loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another..."

UNSELFISHNESS!? B.A.K.A
walaupun gw ga ngerti sama skali tentang kaya ginian.. gw tapi bisa ngliat n mikir, kalo skarang tuh arti itu udah berubah...di dunia ini ga ada yg gratis... apalagi untuk sesama dengan manusia pasti ga ada yg gratis termasuk jga buat kata diatas tersebut...IMO skarang tuh isitilahnya "to get Love you must give love buy it."

kenapa gw coret kata diatas n gw ganti "buy it" karena menurut gw tu umumnya skarang

"Love have a price.."

The Price of Love:

1. Money : ini tuh harga termurah... tinggal bayar langsung dapet.. tinggal kasih hadiah langsung mau.. tinggal di kirimin pulsa langsung mau
2. Friendship : ini jauh lebih mahal dari nomor 1 cuman ga ada yg nyadar klo ini jauh lebih mahal.. krna pacaran ato sbagainya gw ga ngerti...orang banyak yg ga peduli temenya udah ga gaul ama temenya... malah parahnya lama2 dia lupa klo itu temen baiknya .. WTH!? malah gw pernah denger ada cerita pertemenan dari kecil bisa ancur gara2 satu orang kenal yg namanya "pacaran"
3. Time : ini mahal banget kali soalnya waktu tuh ga bisa balik lagi.. bayangin  gw sering bingung ama orang yg tiap waktu sms pacarnya buat nanyain hal kaya "udah makan belom" atau "udah mandi apa belom" dan pacarnya jawab udah ato belom... yg gw bingung kenapa lu percaya aja.. bisa aja dia ama orang laen awkawkawkk.. itulah .... i cant  get over How Hilarious this is!?  udah ngabisin duit, waktu buat temen, waktu buat diri sendiri.. ampun dah untung gw ga cantumin keluarga.. klo ga dia ada di nomor 2 cuman itu paling gw benci makanya ga gua tulis
4. Pain: klo menurut gw Pain is the most expensive price of love.. abis buang duit.. buang temen...buang waktu... eh pasanganya selingkuh klo kata bule mah WHAT THE HOLY COW BATH ON THE HELL!?.... gw selalu ngakak klo ngliat orang kaya gitu.. bukan krna ngeledek tapi krna kesel n malu makhluk sejenis kaya gw yaitu manusia mlakukan hal sekocak itu..penghianatan sifat manusia sih.. cuman kan kwakawkawkak ngakak dah...stelah kaya gitu orang klo parah bisa stress,mukul tembok (sakit kan), jedotin kepala kawkawkaw ( tapi pasti ada), terus parahnya banyak bunuh diri.. tapi ada yg lebih parah.. yaitu dia skarang dendam n nglakuin ke orang lain yg pacarnya lakuin ke dia.. wkakakakaka terjebak dilingkaran iblis yg mengharuskan manusia menghianati satu sama lain dan ga bisa berenti sama kaya gw yg ga bisa brenti  ngakak mikir ini..
5. ini harga terahir= PRIDE males ngejelasinya...
6. apa yg lebih murah dari gratis?? ga ada... justru ini harga yg paling bagus.. saling menerima(gila bener),saling mengisi (makin gila bener), tulus(mulai enek),dan juga tidak memilih (hoeekk) gw sbnernya malu nulis kya ginian, tapi masa yg ditulis yg jelek2 mulu..udah ga bayar.. ga rugi, ga resiko tapi bingung kenapa orang ada yg milih nomor 1-5!?

emang gw jago kaya tentang ginian.. cman gw masih bisa mikir...itu smua sih menurut gw.. lagi pula ga smuanya kaya gitu ....mungkin lebih banyak di nomor 6...
yah smoga adat nomor 1-5 udah ga ada lagi.. soalnya bisa ketawa gila gw ngliatin gituan hahahaha..

orang2 biasanya sebelum valentine siap2 beli coklat, hadiah buat pacar ato gebetanya hahaha..tapi gw ga pernah mikir buat ngelakuin kaya gitu.. gw selama valentine sampe skarang tetep setia cuman ngasih coklat ke satu orang yg gw cintain namanya : M.A.M.A...gw gapernah ada kepikiran buat ngasih ke orang lain.. kecuali mama dan satu orang lagi mungkin ade gw.. ampe skarang ade gw ga pernah gw kasih coklat yg gw beli scara khusus...mungkin taun depan kali ya... gw pernah denger pesan kaya gini

"The man who treat the girl like a Princess is a proof that he has been born and raised in the arms of a Queen"

itu pesan gw suka banget... mungkin karena itu jga gw cuman mau ngasih coklat ke mama..

happy valentine dah...asal jgn kaya gini ya...haha

what was the reason they do it??

money?? authority?? world?? anything??

sold anything "they" have...time,sweat,pride,mind,freedom,emotion, even they live..

huh?! what they think about it!?or even they don't know what they do?!

even they know what they do, why they keep doing it??

or both of them same as the little shit that i hate??

loved by someone they doesnt know n abandon them and think about themself..

and the lover, spend your time to yell the name of someone that you love..

what did you expect from her!? even they doesnt know you..same as you doesnt know them..